Numbers

With my nerves wrecked
and mind exhausted
my hands shake
and heart skips

It's a circle I run around in

I don't want to run in circles anymore
and I don't want to tell myself I can't do it
Don't want to say I'm not that person

If everything was meant to be
and I never get to have this
I'd never want any of it
I'd have let it all go to waste

where did my heart go
cause all I ever wanted was to give it all to you
now it doesn't seem like you ever thought it was there to begin
well it was, it is

and if I can't show you just how much I feel
than I never even deserved you,
never for a moment at all